我爱
因为笨笨的你总带着天真的微笑
加上那无微不至的照顾

我恨
因为在寒冷的夜里
不能为你当着细雨 温暖你的手

我喜
因为在茫茫人海里
总有人在背后关心我 支持我

我怒
因为不懂照顾自己的你
只会在每个深夜里挂念着我

短暂的邂逅 勾起了永恒的回忆
相聚一刻 却带着遥远的思念

每一次和你分开 深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔 痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开 每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味 此刻我终于明白

我不爱你 也不恨你
我只想你
因为对你的思念已超越了爱与恨。。。

< Happy Birthday>

juz read a few frens blog
got a kns fellow...
keep remind ppl tat his bday is coming soon....
ya la ya lah... want to announce in tv is it...
haha

i know tat i'm not in jb
the crazy burn cake fellow oso not there...
the clumsy funny sarawak shorty is in another side of msia
and the sticky nonsense ,act cute.. huggie gal oso not around
and most important
u still haven't managed to catch the butterfly...

R u feel lonely,coz u keep remind ur fren bout ur bday...
nvm, i'll send u a china gal if u wan...
haha..

What i wanna say is
"ti gong ai gong kia" ( silly guy is doted by the god)
dun worry...
goodluck is always by ur side...
and sunnybear will always remember u...
dun worry, i'll remote ctrl a surprise plan for u from hk
with coordination with the PJ bomber man..
haha.. mayb burn ur hse this time...

anyway.... happy bday...
hope tat, butterfly will always be with u....

不知不觉 。。。离开我那四季如夏的老家快三个月了

总觉得好快好快。。。
想一想这几个月的生活，总缺少了什么？？

对了。。就是生活中的惊喜。。

总喜欢做些疯狂事的我，到了这个人口高密度的岛国。。

说起来还是蛮乖的。。
除了去世贸抗议游行，除了在中国调戏美眉。。

在这里都还没一些惊世之举

哈哈。。。 有了有了我对我的老板干了些好好玩的事，

虽然他和我都来自同个国家

虽然它是我的老板但 。。

很对不起。。为了我们祖国"malaysia boleh" 的精神我只能杯葛他了。。

甚至在他的水壶里吐出我嘴里的杨枝甘露。。

我承认我没教养。。。

但对于一只狗又何须教养之谈呢。。

虽说身在异地，同胞应该互相照应。。。

但我始终无法对一个丢尽马来西亚人的脸的人伸出友谊之手

跟我们几个穷小子借钱

加我们做powerpoint叫我们提公事包，

叫我们打印文件，

好。。。他竟然还夹我的同事帮他装水真是忍无可忍。。
吐口水在你的水壶里，帮朋友住口气。。

哼！！真得很伤心。。。

香港和中国的同事问我

是不是你们马来西亚的经理都以为自己是皇帝般，

对下属指指点点。。不当人来看待。。。

真的是丢脸丢到家。。

好啦。。现在没人听他的话了。。

活该！！ 自作孽，不可活！！

很想对他说。。tmd! kns! RIP! and the last 1...Balik kampung lah u!! haha

dedicated to KC wong

dengan secara ikhlasnya...
:p

Life without sambal belacan and char kuey tiao

3 weeks i never update my blogbusy to travel around, settle immigration and bank account stuff during weekend,and also dun have computer and internet access at home.


Life in HK:
talk bout food first, coz food stand an important place in every Hongkies heart. No matter how busy they are, no matter how tired they are,they are willing to travel far, take very long time to have a proper meal.But their food is not so healthy, for msian like me, i would say their food is too salty and oily. Furthermore they serve in very big portionwhich i can't finish it everytime... juz dun understand why i seldom see fatty on the road,Evri'm jealous coz i gain 2 kg in 3 weeks time here.
Hongkies are discipline and effecient. They are used to Q-up when taking public transport,buying stuff, waiting for food....They always finish their job on time, time is $$ for them, So punctuality is very important for them... even their light railcan reach a 99.96% on time. But sometime they are too aggresive, maybe the way they talkis not so polite.... juz feel that they like arguing.... haha
HK is surround with restaurant, coffee shop (char can teng), 7-11....it is very convinient, something i feel very impressive is i can find 5 7-11 shops within 10 minutes walk from my hostel. It is very crowded in town area,especially at nite. i'll put my thumb up for their public transport, convient, comfortable,and even environment friendly coz i never see black smoke come from bus,which is quite common in msia.



Life in China:
i stay at least 3 days a week in Shen Zhen, China. It is a totally different experiencefrom HK. I would say i much enjoy in China, coz it give me lots of culture shockseventhough we have the same colour skin and speak the sane language.
I'm a broke and poor trainee in HK, but when travel to China, i change to a loaded guy,coz my allowance is 5 times of their engineer salary. Thinking of getting a few mistress in china..hahaaaa...
Not dare to simply try their food in local shop... and totally won't consider bout those foodstall in road side. Coz the environment is so dirty, road is dusty,walking path is full with rubbish.... i would say local ppl here dun have the awareness boutcleanliness... throw rubbish and spit everywhere, even kids can shit in the middle of the road.their tap water cannot be drink coz got metal smell... every1 is drinking distilled water...Something i feel worry bout is my hair will drop and getting white coz drinking those distilled water according to a few victim from msia also... haha.. hope it won't happen to me.
Feel sorry and pity bout the local ppl here, have to survive in such environment. I have a chanceto visit a electronic factory which is 1 of my company supplier in Dong Guan, an industrial area near Guang Zhou....OMG... road is dusty, even can't see the sun coz covered by the smoke from factory...like smokehazard in msia which coz by the fire in indonesia. The air and water are poluted....i feel lagi shock is when i visit the factory...the operator there are suffer and their arenot protected when they operate some dangerous machine or chemical liquid. i can't tahan with the strong ammonia smell after 5 minutes in the factory... almost puke out! juz wonder howthose worker can tahan even without wearing mask for 10 hrs. (10 hrs is their normal working hr)
Their local ppl are just nice when they are off duty.... but i dun really like their workingattitude, lazy, not reponsible, calculative... are the impression that in my mind. Somethingi feel really disappoint is they have a double std when treating ppl, they are rude when talking with local ppl, shout a lot. But when they talk with ppl from oversea, they are justso nice and polite....
haha.. something funny in china oso, ppl like to horn when they are driving,is that kind of horn tat show ur anger which we did in msia, haha... maybe driver here got potntial to bcome musiciancoz they play symphony on the road everyday....



Now here is getting cold, around 15-20 degree celcius, i miss the spicy food, curry, roti canai....gonna used to the life without any malay and indian food....haha...

《快乐与幸福》

快乐是什么 幸福又是什么？
快乐是自己争取的
快乐是可以分享的
快乐是可以让你回忆的
快乐是你付出的爱比你爱的人所付出的更多


幸福是别人给于的
幸福是无需代价的
幸福是让你无法察觉的
幸福是你爱的人所付出的爱比你付出的更多


到底哪些是快乐， 哪些是幸福？
常相厮守， 白头到老？
一夜激情， 昙花一现？


婉拒别人的时候，你会快乐吗？
想念别人的时候，你会幸福吗？

我原是那快乐的人，让所有人感到幸福
但事实往往相反，
我却是那个幸福的人
被所有人宠爱着。。。。。



仅以此文，献给疼爱我的朋友，
愿你们幸福，快乐！！

What a meaningful weekend!!

our dim sum supper....


>

I’m going to write this blog in enginnering format, it means juz list down the main point, formulas, facts and etc… haha


Friday 21/10 ….

- Alan, Flo and Moose coming down. 3 poor fellows spend hrs in Starbuck with only 2 cups of coffee on the table…
- Terpaksa drive to Tmn U, juz bcoz received a stupid sms while I just lay on my bed for about 15 minutes in the afternoon. (terpaksa bcoz moose purposely coming down to send me off and belanja us a good meal with his 1st paycheck!! :p)
- Dinner in Tmn Sentosa , together with that 3 fellows with strong coffee smell and our lovely chauffeur, Own Chai.
- Ngiam seems like dun like to eat “mee hun kueh”, mayb he prefer that 1 in KL(haha), met a weird Indian beggar, carry a medicine plastic bag and a book related to Buddha and asking for money!! Poor Alan kena sabotaged by ngiam and make his honor RM1 donation.
- Oh yeah , sunny bear gathering tat nite but too bad josh is not around… moose going to belanja all with TGI Friday by withdraw 5 pieces of purple color notes from the ATM machine. But too bad, due to some problem, end up having dim sum in TUTA.
- Crane seems very happy coz she can have a unlimited dim sum supper without consider how much she need to pay…. Hehe
- Can’t sleep in my 2nd hse… as oredi occupied with tat 3 coffee smell fellows …



my new earring...


Saturday 22/10….

- Not enuf sleep… can’t spend the afternoon with moose and other sunny bear, as promise with my old fren to go desaru…
- Feel sleepy when driving to desaru… lagi traffic jam in pasir gudang highway…. Omg!!
- Haha… whole group of ppl have to go in to the male bathroom after have fun at the beach. First time all guys and gals taking bath together… too bad I’m not dare to peep the my fren who bath beside me…. Shit!! I miss it!!
- Haha , gonna do something for moose!! Yup , sure I must be there…haha, shave his leg’s hair… by playing mafia to con tat fellow to close his eyes, then 6 -7 fellows grab his hand and legs , spray the Veet , hair remover and shave his leg hair…. Kesihan moose!!
- Took our supper in cold and windy day…. Juz realize that time I haven’t bath properly, my skin still very sticky due to the sea water… omg!!


Sunday 23/10

my lovely lollipop....

- Jump down from my bed around 11.30am, after receive sms from crane. Going to give jess a shock in the airport…
- Drive unconsciously to senai airport, I think I’m late… but in fact I’m not… still need to wait for them…after that really za dao… coz they all r so late, and even jess no time to feel shock when see us appear in airport… she is busy with check in stuff that time… omg , she oso no time to cry, and I miss the chance to see crane cry at the spot oso… but luckily our noble emperor ngiam give jess his first and ever hug! Oh… so touched….haha, later say good bye to moose and crane, coz crane with drive back her F1 car back to KL..
- Accomplished my 101 lollipop mission! Meet little prawn in SDS, having my late lunch there… finally pass the lolli to her… feel relief oso.. clear my debt edi… receive a lovely glass apple from her… at first I thought is a orange.. hahaha, za dao… scold by her, according to her apple means have a safe journey which match the meaning tat she wrote in the card! ( apple in mandarin call ping guo, and in the card she wrote ping ping an an which means have a safe journey) like tat oso can ah?? But anyway, I’m very happy with that and I’ll bring it to HK oso…
- Go to my 2nd hse again… get a earring from them, coz I lost the earring part on Saturday… so paiseh coz they give me a new earring on Friday nite and I lost it on Saturday..
- Go to my coursemate hse to pay him back $$, he is juz so nice to let me use his credit card to book my flight ticket, then gossip around with him and back home!


What a bz weekend I have, with a total of 10 hrs sleep for 2 days only, driving continuously for 3 days, but with lots of blessing from frens… moose coming down from KL, earring from my 2nd home sisters, glass apple and another earring from little prawn… desaru trip with old fren… wow, it juz so nice!! Wat a meaningful and memorable weekend before I fly to HK!!

<缘分>

太早遇上你了,
我还不懂得爱你.

太早遇上你了,
我还不懂得珍惜你.

太早遇上你了,
我们的世界还有一大段距离,
需要用时间来拉近.

后来, 我才觉得遗憾,
你出现得太早了,
如果你晚一点出现, 我们的生命都会不同.　

　　　　

太晚遇上你了,
你身边已经有了另外一个人.
你说:"为什么我没有早一点遇上你?"
我不懂得怎样回答你。

太晚遇上你了,
我身边已经另外有一个人.
我说:"如果没有他，我会爱上你，
但你为什么不早一点出现?"

太晚遇上你了，
我已经不再像从前那样,
会义无反顾地爱一个人.


我始终感谢老天爷给予我们的恩赐,
在千万人之中我遇见了你.
千万年之中,
在时间无涯的荒野里,
即使早一步或者晚一步。。。

这是缘分, 是我们的宿命

《勇气》

人的一生中
快乐的回忆 就只那么一丁点
那些伤心，难过，倒霉的事情
就像倒影一样
在不经意间
总是徘徊在脑海中
躲不过也甩不开。。。

独自一人面对低潮
是多么的寂寞，无助，彷徨。。。
把自己武装起来
在别人面前强颜欢笑
只会让自己掉进深渊，折磨自己
朋友不仅仅是在你快乐的时候出现
在你失落的时候
他们也乐意伸出援手
让你依靠 让你取暖

失败 并不可怕
可怕的是 你没有勇气
面对那撕心裂肺的往事
永远无法从失败中站起来
跌倒或许很痛 甚至留下伤疤
但只要你能鼓起勇气站起来
回首一望。。。
一切已云淡风清
毕竟最坏的已过去
一片蔚蓝的天空依旧在你眼前。。。



献给那些曾受过伤的人。。。

last email for my fren in panasonic

This is the last email that I send to my colleague. Make them shock coz Ah Beng can write something poetic oso… haha


When the clock turn to 5.45pm,
I’m not a PCMers
Not longer your colleague or your team member
That we used to work together and strive for excellent

When the clock turn to 5.45pm,
I’m going to leave you all,
Get ready to pursue my dreams
And facing new challenges

When the clock turn to 5.45pm,
You all are not my beloved colleague anymore
I’m not going to miss my colleague
But you all are still my friends

I’ll reach out my hand to you,
I’ll have faith in all you do
Just call my name, and I’ll be there
That’s what friends are for

When the clock turn to 5.45pm,
I’m going to leave here with your blessing,
More than words to show how I feel
And I’ll miss you all …



《 祝福》

天下无不散之宴席
一句老土但又千古不化的字句
或者在这短短的五个月里
我只是这里的过客
短暂的交集
并不代表什么
为了目标与理想
我放弃这里的一切
选择在陌生的国度里
感受全新的生活
过了今天
我们不再是一起奋斗的同事
而是一辈子的朋友
有人曾告诉我
把一杯思念加上一杯关心
就等于永恒
把一杯开心加上一杯快乐
就成为祝福
贪心的我
只想把全部加在一起
变成一大罐   永恒的祝福
送给你们。。。

《千年》

upon request by hugz... have to write something which is not very sad, ok this one shud dedicate to her, and let her send to her frog prince.. dun worry no copyright charge... hehe


心因你而乱了节奏
梦的自由也被你夺走了
是你宠坏了我
是你纵容了我
让我沉醉在青蛙王子的童话世界里
幸福成了我的早餐
快乐变成了午餐
而满足就是我的晚餐
因为有了你
在孤单的夜里 我不再寂寞
在伤心的时候 总会有个依靠
我只能掏空所有的爱
对你许下一个绝对的承诺
一千年以后
世界早已没有我
无法深情挽着你的手
轻吻着你额头
但我对你的爱
却不因环境而改变 时间而退化
一千年的关怀
一千年的祈祷
一千年的承诺
因你而许下。。。

My 101 Lollipop Story

I admit that I was born as a liar and I think all my friends will agree with that. Haha, and I feel proud of it also, coz not everyone can bluff or make story in any place, anytime.
Hehe… juz like Jim Carrey in Liar Liar.

As a JBG, sometimes I feel happy when making ppl confused with my liar, life is unpredictable so as my action and words… haha! Kinda enjoy it! But sometimes it will hurts ppl feeling. And here is the real case that happen yesterday…

I got nothing to do in office for 2 weeks oredi, so yesterday I decided to change back my status as JBG, ponteng 1 day and get a MC. Yup, I go out for fun even my family didn’t against it… haha… Finally they can understand how hard I stay in my company these few weeks.

I’m gonna MIA for 1 day and I din inform to my company also, juz dun care!! (Oh yeah, that’s the way men!!) On the way back from waterfall, receive a sms from colleague. The contents like that “lazypig y u nvr come to work 2day?” OMG, when I become pig pula??!! Heh… gonna give her a shock by reply like this “now on the way to KL, 2nite will go Bangkok by train, life is unpredictable, so long my fren”. As they all know I’m going to leave Panasonic on Friday now I just want to cheat her that I’ll leave earlier without any notice…

She din reply, and I thought she dun believe it. Mana tahu around 7.30pm, another sms coming, “hehe, I’ve predict u go out for fun, when u coming back? Dun kena rape in thai” Walao eh… za dao…she believe my words but still tembak me, ok, decided to make the story more interesting by replying like this “ I’m not going back anymore, will bcome social worker in thai 1st, and later fly to HK straight from thai”

Haha, of course gave her a shock... and she blamed me coz leaving without a words…Wah , still marah me.. Ok then I add more elements to my story… after a few sms, suddenly feel that it is too over, feel a bit guilty (bad guy oso feel guilty??!!) din sleep well the whole nite, coz worry when I go to office sure will shock her lagi…

Yup, all the things juz happen like what I have predicted, she is very very extremely angry this morning…OMG, feel lagi guilty when saw her… no choice, have to seek for her forgiveness and do anything that I can do to cool her down…

Sigh… seriously feel very sorry and guilty coz ppl concern bout me, but I still go and bluff her… it is too over… she ask for 101 lollipops, “ok no prob” I reply without consideration… sigh… make trouble to myself when bluff ppl, mayb I’m not a expert liar…


Dedicated to “xiao mei mei”, I’m very sorry bout it…

《黑夜&曙光》

我是说真的
你真得像黑夜
永远活在冷漠与神秘当中

我真的不善言语
只能静静的陪着你
让你在每个夜里都能找到依靠

不管黑夜有多漫长
不管黑夜有多冰冷
总希望自己是曙光
因为。。。
黑夜过后的一道阳光
是为了融化你心中的霜
想带你奔向日出的方向
却发现你依然属于黑夜
或许。。。
曙光的到来
代表着黑夜的结束
两者不能共同存在
却在偶然中再次相逢。。。

All the way from Kepong to Johor Bahru!!

Continue the story bout KPK…
He escapes from his strict father in Kepong,
And all the way come to JB and become fool….
Searching for a new life and trying to be a pai kiah….

KPK and JBG are totally different,
KPK wanna be a bad guy because he think that girls will like bad guy…
JBG wanna be a bad guy because he dun wan girls to fall in luv with him!! :p

If I wanna choose a color to represent KPK ,
I’ll choose yellow (not bcoz he has dirty mind, haha)
He just gives us a friendly, warmth and sunny feeling,
U wanna be pai kiah??
Sorry lah… u juz too nice for everyone,
Sometime I even wonder how come this kind of ppl can exist in the world,
Just like a dinosaur appear in this modern age…
Did u ever say “no” to ppl that ask for help?
Did u cheat or hurt anybody feeling?

I have to say sorry, as I can’t recognize u as a pai kiah,
But I will still give u the gelaran as KPK…
Dun try to change urself
Coz god always blesses the fool that always help ppl!!
U wanna be pai kiah??
Daydream!! Hehe…

《蝶恋花》

云镶衣裳展姿彩
轻舞飞扬戏人间

这一直是我对她的印象。。。 花蝴蝶
背负着寂寞的我
只能看着你留恋花丛间
害怕孤单的我
却不愿放弃每个能接近你的机会
你让我跌进一个又一个的无底洞
接近你的时候
却感受到我们之间的距离
想把你忘了
你却在我思绪中飞舞
我静静的看着你离开后的天空
试着寻找失落后的感动
期待着雨后的彩虹
期待着我和你像《梁祝》一样
双宿双飞。。。
即使燃烧我的生命也不在乎
但
期待只是一种奢望
《梁祝》只是一段传说
而你始终是只留恋花丛的蝴蝶。。。。


Dedicated to KPK and butterfly….

《人生总在刻意中失去 却在不经意中获得》

活在这世上二十几年了，
童年老早就抛弃了我
无论我用尽各种办法都无法挽留
追求梦想的日子，或许过得充实
但总会在心力交瘁时
想起童年快乐和单纯的时光
一些东西失去了就无法再找回
但总会在不知不觉中
让你尝到一丝丝甜蜜的回忆
嗨。。。人生总在刻意中失去
却在不经意中获得！

You're beautiful..

You're beautiful
You're beautiful
You're beautiful, it's true
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do.
'Cause I'll never be with you


This is a nice song by James Blunt,
You know that feeling you get, when u see the person u really like,
There perfect in every way, the one problem is that they r with some1 else,
And there isn't much you can do!
They make us feel so good just by seeing them
But in our hearts we no that there is no way we can be with them
This song completely sum up that feeling!
I keep listening to it everyday, it just touched my heart
And remind my past also……

闷！！

After read the Kepong Pai Kiah (KPK) blog, OMG I found that his chinese is so damn good, so as a JBG (Johor Bad Guy), I think I shud do something to show him some colors. So I’m going to recall all my Chinese word back, make a Chinese blog juz like what I owiz did when writing love letter to court girl duing secondary school time. So boys and gals, watch out!!

《闷》
在慵懒的下午，刚刚用过了午膳，
配合阴霾的天气，加上办公室里沉闷的气息，
使我昏昏欲睡。。。
是种失落，是种郁闷。。。
我根本不想去思考。。。
就像酒精过后的感觉
或许这时我说的话是赤裸裸的无所遮掩
因为大脑已经无法去修饰我的字眼
我已不再是那个。。。
面面俱圆的那个骗子了！
有人说时间能证明一切，
对，他正在见证我在无所事事。。。
闷， 因为没有工作
闷， 因为旁人也正在翘着二郎腿，
闷， 因为一大堆混蛋围绕着我
闷， 所以写下了这篇不知所谓的东西。。。
闷， 因为闷骚的你也真看着我这《闷》！！

The Beginning

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with this blog
Killing me softly with this blog
Telling my whole life with this blogKilling me softly with this blog

Never think of blogging before, as I’m a bad and lazy Ah Beng style guy!! I rather use my mouth to talk crap, scolding, arguing, kissing and etc than using my hand to type by using my office PC. Inspired by those gila head animal and encourage by my department supervisor for giving me nothing to do from 8am to 5.30am since I have submitted by resignation letter, I’m going to blog everyday during working hour while goyang kaki at the same time! Killing myself softly and make u all vomite, puke, cry or WTF u can do. So stay tune....